What's in your mind when these things happen to you?

• Being Invicible
• Be very angry to somebody
• Think that life is too sucks for yourself
• Being disturbed

I took a survey to the people around me, and their answers are generally the same:" I pay no attention for those problems, just let it happen". After I made a short period observation to those people around me, I've got a conclusion:Those who said a lot about their feeling are those honest people,didn't mean to be offensive, but that's true.


Honestly, I don't think that not being is bad, life is full of lies, we should've admit it since we were born on this world.


Some of my schoolmate think that i'm an ignorant asshole though they don't say that in front of me, but some of my best friend told me that.

I don't think that not talking or greet someone we know when we meet at somewhere is a disrespectful movement.And it is awkward when I meet someone I know at school and don't know should I greet it or not.At that moment, I think like this:"if I greet him/her,he/she will think I'm such a noob (Maybe I'm wrong, I don't really understand the culture in here), If I don't greet them they will think that I'mma Ignorant fake-ass  Chinese. For Fucksake!I've been suffering this since I entered this school!


And now, I broke up for the second fucking time, and this time is because of myself. Wew, shits went wrong all the time. It's hard for me to sleep at night, many things come to me when I'm doing nothing, That's why I always looking for something to do all the time.


That's all for today,I gotta keep goin' to live my damn life.