Monday, 30 July 2012 I have my Biology test today. I hope that my answer would let me pass the test cause I really don't know what should I write. Though, I had studied whole night long for the test, I still not sure whether I can pass or not. Today, I'm tired and...maybe a bit disappointed, many things make me feel that I still not good enough tod o things like the way I want. And, damn shit goes wrong every single time I wanted to do something, I planned to finish my work tonight  because I have a lot of exams waiting for me this week....

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Still the same day Sundays may be the worst day from all the weekdays in my life. I'm listening to the old songs in the "youtube". but my family having "cold wars" with each others. Wew,I just realize how messed up is my life. Just now, I listened to the song : I Smile-Kirk Franklin, and DAMN this sound sounds better than any dubstep stuffs! Though,My family is still in mess.:why: I got homework and yes, I'm still feeling lazy to do it Have a good d...

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27th,July,2012 The night parade, It was the night of the parade that held by the school, their aim to held this parade was to prove that our school, Immanuel Bilingual Class is not a school that only put the academic of their student in front of the other kind of knowledge that the student should have. 5 P.M. : The planned time for the begin of the parade Everybody seemed to be very busy,  and the parade is delayed because the dancers haven't came yet, I discussed with the other MC about what shall we talk on the stage. Then the showtime...

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Wednesday,25,July,2012 Weather:Cloudy to T-storm It's the first day since I broke up with my GF, It was me that made us broke up, I made too much promise, but none of them are accomplished by me. Why I made those promises? just because that I want her to think that I'm not an useless man. Now I just realized, I was a dumb-ass ignorant kid, funny? Yeah i'm a loser, what's next?...

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Tuesday,24,July,2012 It's still a boring school day, Today I have a chapel for the first hour,It was about friendship, The chorus are from Careen and friends, She sang well, though the pianist made some mistakes with Careen. Chemistry Class, After Chapel We had our Chemistry test, It was a little tough, But I think I will manage to pass it{AMEN}. The teacher name is Gunawan, He is the vice headmaster for our Bilingual Class, He is one of the most liked teachers in our school and one of the most hated teachers in our school, He gave us the test...

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23rd,July,2012,Monday Today,The day when my short holiday ends and the school starts as usual. 06:40 class teacher is discussing what should our school parade's jacket design look like,"Our jacket will be done in a month, but it depends on the design we will apply, The more complex the design, the longer it will take to finish the jacket."said Dessy."The Jacket is design by RG(he is a great computer guy)".Some of the "rioters" shouted.RG replied:"The design is done but I need to let everyone in this class to vote my design, tomorrow I will bring...

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What's in your mind when these things happen to you? Being Invicible Be very angry to somebody Think that life is too sucks for yourself Being disturbed I took a survey to the people around me, and their answers are generally the same:" I pay no attention for those problems, just let it happen". After I made a short period observation to those people around me, I've got a conclusion:Those who said a lot about their feeling are those honest people,didn't mean to be offensive, but that's true. Honestly, I don't think that not being is bad, life...

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