Monday,7,August,2012

I'm having depression because lacking of sleep recently,

I feel that I'm going to be the person when I was in the senior high
and that person is what I mean "liar" you may check it out the reason for why I told I was a liar from the previous post.

Living as one of the liars is kinda suck
one of my friend always think that he is cool or smart because he is one of the "liars",he is quite annoying, he is ignorant just like I used to be, I thought I was good, for being ignorant. but the truth is: being one of the liars makes you smarter,feels better, because you just don't give a fuck to everything around you but yourself, sometimes I call this kind of mindset as " depressing feels good" because this kind of mindset will force you be depressed in order to keep this kind of mindset be in your mind for a long time,

but the irony is: my parent think this kind of mindset is the symbol of you are "MATURE", so my conclusion is:" Parents want us to be depressed in order to call us mature.

I'm finished